— A Camellia For You
"The hardest part isn’t longing for you, but letting you go, as the world punishes me by keeping you just out of reach.”
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“Beloved by the wheel of fortune”
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She fell first × he fell harder, Sun × Moon, Yapper × Listener, Senior × Junior, “Sit back and watch” bf × ”Go on ill sit here” gf, Malu-malu tapi mau × Gak tau malu, Chocolate × Vanilla
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Status : Dating-ish ? Well a relationship beyond mere “confession” even if they didn’t confess to eachother they know they care and fond of eacother in a way that a “lover” usually do. I mean what an “I Love you” would do when you already kissing eh ? And someone out there thinking these two are married for years already when they see them together.
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Tid bits about them, not much but enough to know about them right ?
Simple Relationship chart (?)
A handsome senior and his little junior. The young, curious girl always follows her senior’s shenanigans, while the senior truly adores her curiosity, he still try to keep her away from things that might trouble her.
She would always ask for his help—and even if he said no, he would still help her. He just couldn't bring himself to refuse her most of the time. Maybe this senior heart does grew soft around the little junior.
— Can we go back like before ?
Their relationship stayed the same. The only difference was—he now knew she liked him. Not just as her senior, but as something more.
And honestly, it both warmed and irritated him. Why wasn’t she trying to get closer? Why wasn’t she confessing already? Was she scared? Or was she simply unaware of how much she meant to him?
So, he shifted his approach—becoming gentler, more patient, adding a little more playfulness into his touches and smiles. Flirting, teasing, quietly pulling her in little by little, hoping she would finally see how much he wanted her. He told himself he was leading her heart toward him, carefully and sweetly. But the truth was... his own heart had long since fallen into her hands—and he didn’t even mind.
He only feared that if he pushed too hard, she might slip through his fingers before he could finally call her his, wich he already did apparently, posessive indeed, goes bothways btw.
— Warmth through the dulled Thorn
Feelings
Alyn is just a girl with a silly crush that has developed into a love stronger than whatever they have now, tries so hard to deny it but failed everytime. Whatever she did that affection won’t go, and it grew bigger than ever. One can only fold and do their utmost to help her beloved one.
Meanwhile, Xander is in a completely different state—his feelings have grown from a fondness for his junior into a love that makes him want her for himself. Unfortunately hes very fond of her that he keep the idea to himself so the little miss won’t ran away from his sight.
Confession
Technically, Alyn was the one who confessed first—but they both agreed to pretend it was Xander.
Alyn’s excuse? She was too embarrassed to admit it. As for Xander, he played along to fulfill her wish—and maybe to soothe his bruised ego. Still, he accepted his “loss”, because apparently, his junior could be surprisingly blunt about these kinds of things. Not that he minded. In fact, he found it kind of adorable.
— A little taste test
Nicknames
They have about 101 nicknames for each other with “Dumbass” (lovingly) and “Little Miss” being the most frequently used because Xander would always sees his junior as little ones, though he never say this out loud.
When hes mad most of the time he just stop speaking and ignoring her, throwing insult for little banter is fun, but if they have a real fight its a different situation.
Around
When he’s around Alyn, Xander becomes more flirty and teasing, wearing that smile he knows his junior likes the most. Very touchy, experienced with his junior little shenanigans he could almost clap back everytime she attack. He does become softer and affectionate around her, what she says is a command for him, He will complain while doing it then demand a payment (kiss).
Alyn, on the other hand, usually appears more serious around others. Like when she’s with the twins, Anmixiu, or people she’s close to, she becomes more lively and relaxed—and they all notice it. But around Xander, she turns into a bundle of mess, trying her best to stay calm and cool. She’s good at it (shes not)—but Xander is even better at reading her (because shes easy to read), so it’s no use at all. She is very affectionate max plus with him, shes shy w touching but she did touch him a lot just from reflexes. She did do some unexpected things like initiate kiss first where you can see Xander’s flabber is gasted.
Public eyes
Xander doesn’t really like showing off their relationship because he wants people to just see them and assume they’re together—even if they’re not. But he did do what a “lover” do to show affection, he do it out of habit.